Feeling lonely and alone, caused by millions of reason that cannot be listed down one by one and unable to be sorted out. Having yourself stuck and have no one to turn to. Feels like letting out and talk to someone but there isn’t anyone there for you, needed a shoulder to lean on but there isn’t any shoulder that you can count on. Need time off and but time does not permit. What else left other that you and your sadness, sadness that only you know.
There are many things planned and lingering around my head but not able to do it because I am so stuck. So stuck until I feel that the only thing I am up to is to lie down on my bed and cover myself with the blanket and lots of pillows around me. Other than standing in the shower for hours or soaking me in the bathtub for hours, this is another thing that can comfort me well, what I called SELF COMFORTER! ~ Alternatively of cause SPA (nice massage) and shopping spree would be a great therapy but this will cost me bucks. ……and then, getting a small set up at my front yard with steamboat and BBQ, making fruit salad and some cocktail and wine served. To come to think about it, I should do this. Perhaps, a treat to celebrate my 31st living anniversary.
Some chicken, pork, prawn, squid, potato, lamb, sweet corn, sausages, hmmm..... yummy! Sprinkle some wine to spice up the taste. Wheeee.....
Frozen Fruit Salad from teainmycup, creamy fruit salad from jennys-corner, Macaroni Fruit salad from recipedose and Easy Fruit Salad from recipetips. Personally I have my very own recipe for fruit salad, Hopefully will be able to shot and share the recipe one day, they are called Creamy Nestle Fruit Salad & Fruity Ice Cream Fruit Salad. Probably will be making one for my Preggy girlfriend later.
Going to Manikar Resort and have self pampering time would be a very nice thing to do now.... getting a nice body massage in the open air hut, feeling the sea breeze... pheewwww... it will be very very nice to have!
Having this in my room would be lovely, after a heavy dinner, get lazy mazy on this while watching TV or reading book or perhaps a magazine.
Then, to wrap up the day... ends with a good night sleep.... That's what I want to do....
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